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To Err.

by Ilan Makes Noise!

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    To Err. (EP, 2018), Do Better. (EP, 2016), plus bonus tracks (2 songs rerecorded, originally from 2014 full length). Limited to 50 copies.

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1.
Capes 02:29
Eight months, I'm afraid to say, is way too much for people's taste. Your system's fucked, I'll pretend not to care. Quietly, while my ears ring, this waste of space you chose to lead, will drag us down; you've got no sympathy. Humbled by the way you choose to come back from that place you're used to. I almost woke up angry, and I'm sorry that I'm lazy. Anxiety's got no give, but I'm trying to save the world. Now I've got something I've been dying to say for three whole weeks, but it's been a day: Your time is up, you'll be gone when I'm done. Sincerity will have its way, this house will bleed, make no mistake- a crime the size of your famed ability. Humbled by the way you choose to come back from that place you're used to. i almost fell down walking, and I'm sorry this is crazy. My right leg's acting up, and now I'm trying to save us all, but I've got all the time in the world. All the time in the world. Convenience as it seems to be, destroys the one thing we all need; So high above their heads I can't take all the time in the world. All the time in the world. Constrictions on communities, the terror that your people bring; So high above their heads, I can't look down.
2.
Hey, why do they call it the garden state? If I can't ever see these trees, just long roads and filthy skies. The sun in my eyes isn't so far behind, yet somehow you wish it was real. You're living this self fulfilled life, and you can't even see straight, so move on without me. Escape your fake near end, cause soon you'll be gone and, I won't have to listen to you when you say: But if I get home next week, I know you'll be there and will I see you, on tuesday? And then while my car breaks down, will you try to find me? I hope I'll find you soon. I think I might see a few signs to lead us back where I belong. This road might be tough, and I know, I think you've got this mapped out all wrong. And it gets hard to find that one thing, that will keep you on your feet. A simple progression that I know, it's always there to set me Free from all this, and I'm free from my life, now I'm running, I'm running, and running far away. But don't turn back around, I swear I won't be there next time; isn't that what you'd call even? But if I get home next week, I hope you'll be there but will you look for me, this tuesday? And then while my car breaks down, will you try to avoid me? I hope I don't, find you soon. Can't quite understand why it's so hard for you to look me in the eye, Admit you're wrong, come down from there, and just move on Cause when I get back next month, I know you won't be able to find me, til sunday. I hope you're stuck on some dark road, maybe buried in a ditch; Cause I won't, need you soon. Can't stop thinking about this future, when you know it's so far To hell with what lies ahead, I'm sure you'll be fine alive or dead So take your eyes off this dark highway for a minute, and you'll see This so called life of yours is meaningless, I'm thinking without me
3.
In/Out 02:47
Breathe deep, when it's the only thing left to do A swift kick to the gut and now I'm feeling black and blue Knee deep, treading water to stay alive Face down in the mud left to rot, sinking twice this time, it's fine, I'm: Stuck with the feeling that you're still trapped inside We're dead next to our bodies, and I'm sure you'll survive But where's my- Trapped in a city and you're all out of time I can't stand feeling useless, and I'm sure you'll be fine But where's my spine? Burnt out, in trouble, freaking out on you My car is lodged in snow again, I'm covered in sweat With one more freeze up, a superficial panic, now I'm screwed Lost within this bag of bones, we're shaking inside, no future to hide, oh fine, now you're: Stuck with the feeling that you're still trapped inside We're dead next to our bodies, and I'm sure you'll survive But where's my- Trapped in a city and you're all out of time I can't stand feeling useless, and I'm sure you'll be fine But where's my spine? First felt the weight of my head, it's breaking my neck, too fast to let go Can't help but shut down inside, I lie to myself, yeah, I'm feeling alright Thought that I wouldn't mind, being left behind, I'm not much in control Thought that I wouldn't mind, being in and out of light, did someone try to warn me? Stuck with the feeling that you're still trapped inside We're dead next to our bodies, and I'm sure you'll survive But where's my- Trapped in a city and you're all out of time I can't stand feeling useless, and I'm sure you'll be fine But where's my spine? Left behind.
4.
Retreat 03:04
Conflict of my expectation, excuse me from a world, where nothing feels the same to me, and I don't go unheard. In crowded spaces we relate to failure in the form Of head rush until I'm sick, and now I know I'm not alone. So let's drive into the ocean, and then try my way through the rain. Our best guess will take us to nowhere, in four degree weather. Or would you ever: hold me back while I collapse, as my sight starts to fade. But I watched you get taken with my lungs set to cave in. They lock us in a quiet space with walls covered in gray to bring us down, Just please allow the use of my memory. I can't say if you'll miss me, but I say let's keep in touch I'm falling down, I'm in the ground, and sure shit out of luck. I can't wait 'til you see me, and I'm sure they're watching us; But what else when the snow melts and we're all gone? So let's drive into the ocean, and then try my way through the rain. Our best guess will take us to nowhere, in four degree weather, [take cover for a change]. So let's drive inches from oceans, and then try our way through the haze. My best shot will find the middle of nowhere, I know that it's somewhere. I can't say if you'll miss me, but I say let's keep in touch.

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Recorded from January 2017 to February 2018. I am very slow.

Tiny drums and vocals tracked in my parents' house.

Ukulele and bass (as well as additional percussion, keys, melodica, harmonica, mandolin, glockenspiel, and trombone) tracked in my apartment.

"Liquor? Didn't even know her!" originally from previous album (This is the Hardest I Will Ever Sell Out) (and was written like a decade ago, geeze).

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released February 20, 2018

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